It’s hard to think back to all of the pain I went through this year when this week has been so heartbreaking itself. From one of my best friends having his heart broken for the first time by one of my other best friends, because she cheated on him with my closest friend (if that doesn’t make sense, then whatever) to not being able to make the most important dinner of the year because my dad and my twin can’t get along. But this week had also had it’s high’s, and it’s very high’s (both literally and figuratively). I got to spend the week with four of my favorite people in the world, and realized that nothing can be that bad when I have them around. And somewhere in between the four or five times I fell asleep next to her, realizing that this is what my life would consist of for at least the next 6 months, I found that I need those peaceful moments in bed with her after a crazy day with my guy friends. And that without those moments I’d probably go insane. I’ll spare myself the details of feeling like a horrible best friend and wanting to eternally mute my roommate and just say that everything that happened to me this year, good bad and horrible, was worth it, because it brought me to last night; where I laid down, with the love of my life falling asleep on top of me, watching on of the best movies ever created (Transformers obviously), next to my twin and closest friend.
This year is a year that I will forever remember as the year my life changed more than ever. It was the hardest so far, but also the most fun. And from being kicked out in may, to almost having my dad sent to prison, to moving away from my parents and sharing one of my favorite cities with two — soon to be four — of my favorite people on Earth, I am happy with the way this year is ending.
Now I have to go fuck shit up tonight! ;D hahahahaha
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!
